52 Deep Thoughts. (Hint: They're in the books).

Millennials don’t read as many books as we should. And Millennials also aren’t as busy as we convince ourselves we are. Sure, I could chalk up my lack of page-turning to the busy equation...

young family + pastoring + pursuing master’s degree + life = diminished amount of time

... but I’m convinced that if I read the books I already own, not only would I stumble into the most inexpensive hobby, but I’d also be taking huge steps forward in my own personal growth. It’ll only cost me time. And time I have.

Somehow I’ve been blessed to have a Netflix-style library at my disposal. OK, I suppose I can give credit to my Grandpa (who doubles in life as my “book dealer”). Between him and my course work, I have an insane amount of books in my personal library, filled with classics, both fiction and nonfiction. 

So for the next 52 weeks, I plan on reducing the amount of time I spend skimming blogs, and instead sitting down and digging into 52 books. Here’s my plan on how to do this, and I’d challenge you to join me.

One book at a time.

I’ve catered to a lack of attention when it comes to reading, simply because I dive into a topic instead of a book. So instead of hearing one author’s voice all the way through, I’ve started many books on the same topic and finished none of them. One book at a time means I’m focusing my attention to one author, one story, one big idea. 

One genre at a time

I hope to mix up my reading list to include fiction and nonfiction, the profound and the simple, the practical and the philosophical. But never back-to-back. I know myself too well… I want to read a certain style, but I hope to grow in my appreciation of literary diversity and thought development. 

One tribe at a time.

My friend Jacob Sweeney, who just started out on his church planting efforts and blogs here, wrote a post that I resonated with. He says,

It’s easy for all of us to read those we know we will agree with. It’s comfortable. But, is that really beneficial? It may feel like learning, but as Keller says, you may just be a clone. At best you’re confused. The reason I was so disturbed by the lack of diversity in my library was because I knew that none of these books would challenge my assumptions or convictions. This wall of texts became a wall against challengers. I think that is foolish.
— http://www.jacobsweeney.org/blog

Much of my work at Wheaton is challenging me to read those outside of my tribe. But I’m taking Jacob’s advice seriously, and I plan on reading stuff from outside of my small slice of Christianity. And I know it’ll be challenging and I’ll have much to wrestle through. But I see the wisdom in it. 

One review at a time.

To help me stay on track, I’m going to tag short book reviews on this blog. That way you can play along at home. 

Next Week's Book: How God Became King, N.T. Wright
On Deck: Mere Christianity, C.S. Lewis

The most helpful 10 minutes a youth pastor can spend (right now)

Every youth pastor I know wants better for their students' relationships than just texts from iPhone to iPhone, or the "look-at-me!" world of Snapchat. Ira Glass recently did a short segment on This American Life right at the top of the program that offers insight into the bizarre, yet real world of Instagram comments, and how our students handle them. Every youth pastor needs to take 10 minutes and listen to this.

Humility > ___________

The opportunity is presented almost hourly for us to act out in pride or superiority. Seems like I have an opinion on almost every topic lately... total sign of a puffed up and proud heart. I find in my internal monologue I'm a leadership/political/Chicago Sports/theological/lifehacking expert. Ask me about what I think of Israel's PM visiting America. Ask me about what should happen to Derrick Rose's knee. Ask me who will run for President. I know what I think. But I also know myself well enough to know that I'm not that smart, and the majority of my thoughts are riddled with incomplete information and prejudice. And when I keep that in mind, I find myself looking back on actions, conversations, and moments when I've chosen not to share my opinions and I realize this: humility is always the right posture.

So here's to reminding ourselves daily to not think higher of ourselves than we ought...

In > Through

Recently I was asked by someone at church, "What have you been thinking about lately?" This question is brutal. I swear I'm ADD and thinking about a hundred things all the time. So I had to actually stop and think about it for a second, and this truth bubbled up to the surface of my soul:

God is more interested in what he's doing in you than he is through you.

In a season of life where I'm finding myself giving a lot, sacrificing a lot, and being busy a lot, I can be tempted to evaluate my life based on my external actions. I can lull myself into an artificial sense of growth, given the tons of activity going on around me. But God's almost always looking inward to grow me, not just what's around me. He cares about the work, but even more the worker.